Haix.. now already 3 am le but i am still Chatting with Kristine... Chatting with her aboiut lots of stuff and soem sad stuff... and she ask me to read her blog of 27 april.. i went to read it and My tears just keep on flowing while i am reading.. Sob.. Is really sad.. It remind of mine grandma.. anD everything of the past. I realised how insensible i am last time whereby i dun treasure all the things and the ppl i have around me. Haix. BUt when it is gone then u realised is simply just too late.. So i swore to treasure the Ppl around me and the things i Have.. Never every take things for granted anymore.. HaIx.. is sad when i treat a person good and that person dosen't even realised mine good intention and dun even Care Much.. I will ask myself is everything Worth It? Maybe. and maybe not. But that is not a problem anymore coz we cant expect much back. I just knwo that i muz be good person thats all. Even if ppl take me for granted, i will just let it be. & i will jus do what i think is right. when we give 100% we cant expect 100% back.
After today, i had realised quite alot of things too.. We muz learn to be independent and not rely on others. sOmetimes, i think that is really hard to show our care and concern for someone even though deep down we Care for them.
Now i just wan to find a stable job and then i will work and work and work thats all till my sch reopen. but now is hard to find a job.
KritsTine: if u happen to see this . Life is HArd. ThinGs will nv always be with u all the time. & we muz learn to be independent sometimes. We muz not let some stuff to affect us from going on. Things wil not always go the way we want them to be. Life is Not Smooth. Think of what u really wan in life and work towards it. I will support u always..Jia You~ * Take Care*
RiCciA: if u happen to see this. Know that u need to work everyday now le and u have not been feelign quite well. But me as yr frien also duno what to do. Just Hope that u wil get well soon. i am sorry to have disturb u so many nights which cause you to lack of so many hours of sleep. Hope u seriously did not MiNd for me being such a nuisance. :) ohyah.. everytime i say u also dun mean it one hor.. only Just Joking. Hope U dun Mind and dun take it to heart. Take care @lways~
*SaD 22 JaN* IrRitaTing Me*
