Haix haix.. until now i am stil unsure that which is better... MI or poly?? I love MI...all this weeks and days that i had spent in MI i really enjoyed every moment there... Especially with all the funky friends i have there... I had made so many cool friends in volleyball.. Really have lots of great time in Volleyball with the volleyballies man... Played competion also even though i did badly...But is still a Good days for me... Haix.. thinking if i leave this school.. wil i have such good days again?? sobz sobz... haix...
But then i standing on my own position i know that i am able to cope with the GP and the econs... I know that all this can be learnt... But then is still hard... Read and read.. i also may not improve... Is really tough on me... Everyone can say that nothing is impossible lor.. Because they are not me... They duno mine difficulty... I even have problems in speaking in english whereby i am sure ppl look down on me for that.. Haix.. Hope i can learn to speak well... All my friends is able to cope with their languages in MI therefore i think they wont suffered staying there bah.. As for riccia & lenice.. after they get a A level cert if they dun wna to go to Uni they can go and be air stewardess.. coz both of them are pretty.. BUt me cant.. coz i am too ugly le.. :( so me more disadvantage lor..
Haix... i know that bao heng is angry with me coz i choose to leave... Haix.. He had spend so much time to persuade me to stay and tehn i juz withdraw like that.. am i very bad?? but then hope that he will understand mien difficulty... I really dun wish to withdraw de.. is just that my parents and relative all encourage me to go poly and get a diploma... I am really sorry to disappoint u guys... :( haix... Really sorry...
