Wednesday, September 07, 2005

i am getting worst

wooot... now postign for monday....

MOnday.... hmmmm early in teh morning wake up and go to sch for eng mech.. did not stay for too long.. do a few qtn then goen to canteen 2 to eat fruits... then go library a while then go to find riccia they all at hougang liao.. to play pool again...Actually relaly dun intened to play one.. BUt get tempted.. hahax...I muz play everyday after exam.. muz play more.. hehex.. lots of thinsg i wanna do after exam.... LAter then say...

After playing pool went home to take a book because tonite is the dealine for mien tutorial... The percentage is quite high therefore i muz score for it.. Then anyhow ticam ticam one and ching yong help me do one tutorial.. THanks alot Ching yong !! I feel so hopeless actually without learnign anything while doing... LOts of uncertainty but I duno how to ask... haix... Feel so gone case and dumb... I am so afriad that i wil fail my exam actually. Wish to work hard but it seems like the soul is not there anymore... Wheres is the Previous Huiyi who will at least worry for her sch work man ! haix... No more liao... I am so lazy to study and my brain have nothing of sch work... only feel like playing and i am always running here and there.... :( plus i am so tired everyday.. not enough rest... My exams is juz 3 days away and i never even take out my books to read at home...

i stayed at riccia house that nite..... Becuase i promised her and her sis taht i wil stay de ma... so amend my promise... ahahx... i made the wrong choice in stayign at her house that nite.. she wake me up by her chatting on phone... Actually i was pretty irritated... If that was my sister who is talking on phone and wake me up from my sleep i wil already shout and kick her le... But i only say at her haha never shout .. Ren zhu... Thats why i am so tired today.... And she force me to go down tampines to go see teh watch... hahax.. i was so lazy lor.... BUt in the end stil go and brought that watch... IS nice and i like it.... Actually i was so bored and tired at tampines mall and riccia keong stil dun wan talk to me sia stil talk on phone... make me sianx tiao... then i listen to i pod dun wan listen to her liao... After tampined mall i went back to her house then eat... Oh ya today we got free shii lingg. to eat... $6.... Cool sia... around 4 plus i went hoem liao... tehn go unpack my things and use com a while left for serangoon to Terrence house... Supposingly go tehre to study but only study a bit and we end up chit chat,.. jia lett man... haahx... around 8 i go home liao... tired and dun wanan waste my tiem there... Then use com till 12 which is now...

So now is time for me to leave the com to go to do my maths liao... Study hard !!






Actually...... i long wanted for someone who wil really care about me and who will make me happy everyday... BUt is juz that those ppl who care so much about me is not the one i wan. I wanted to tell him i like him is also very hard for me becuase i have no courage and confidence i can say... i am quite sad actually but i guess my frien wont understand...