Saturday, October 08, 2005

shi wang+jue wang=mei you xi wang

shi wang+jue wang = mei you xi wang le

hais.. i am so sad.. really sad...:( i realise that i am super blind man to fall for such a ungentleman! My goodness... Where is my eyes man.. Two stamps muz be being paste on it thats why i cant see! Cant believe it ! This is the first guy i had met who is so ungentleman de and i actually like him. Thinking that he is the Right one that i want and treasure every moment with him but i was totally wrong.... Now I hate him ! I not going to go out with him much anymore. i Shall gave up on this useless guy. Not worth it. So hope he get his ass off my sight and dun disturb me anymore! Feel that i am being make use by him man. Fuck up! I have been consecutively going out with him so many days. And if he dun like me he should not be asking me out eveyrday right? Idiot ! Please dun gave me false hope! i hate it ! I shall say is so dumb of me ! Really feel like breaking down. But i wont. i Shall be strong. I muz never let anything beat me down so easily.

I can feel that my Heart is aching is breaking and is tearing apart. Will anyone able to mend it back? hais. i doubt so. Closing my eyes and sleep is all i want. Life's a mess. Meaningless is the word. No life ! :( Dreams have all become nightmares for me. Sleepless nites.

Jinlong: i am sorry that i cant accept you becuase i really have no feelings for u at all.... Going out with u i dun feel anything also. Just feel that u are not my cup of tea. So hope that u wil nto waste yr time anymore and dun bother to ask me out le. Is impossible between us. But i can say u are a really gentleman. Thanks for everything. :)

piggie ka zhuaa and heartless riccia: Good luck for yr exam yeah ! May eu do well for everything! hugs.

Get lost shit and dun mess with me !