yesterdat match with NYP we win 3-0.
But is nth to be proud of i think.
even we won,
i m not happy at all.
I duno why.
We did not warm up cos we are late and the match start.
I think i did not play well.
my digging of ball is always so low.
causing trouble for the setter.
Did not serve well also i think.
our match finished off in less than an hour.
Called riccia and waited for her cause she say her training end ard 8plus to nine.
BUt nine plus alr she also did not call.
So i go off first.
THen Kristine called.
But i totally got no mood to chat.
I duno why.
Seems super attitude.
sigh.
After the monday match tat we lost i seems really restless.
Seems like i have no mood in doing anything.
Not the happy huiyi anymore.
Cant concentrate.
Cannot play well in match also.
So wat can i still do?
Refereeing also cannot do well.
Everything is so fucked up !
Pissed off.
JUS WiSh to BE QuiET !
Sch is so boring.
Drag myself to sch jus for the attendance.
THE WHOLE entire of this semester i had learnt nth at all.
Now in lesson i also duno wat the stupid old man is teaching.
Everyone jus heck care and do their own things.
Wat is this man?
Wat is the purpose of sch?
THerefore i make up mine mind to skip the 3 days of lesson next week.
MOn, tues, and fri.
Thurs i cant cos i think got match.
So will be troublesome.
Guess i am getting from bad to worst.
Seems to have no aims in life.
:'(
sadded.
