Monday, January 16, 2006

we lost !

we lost.
3-0.
with TP.
:'(
breaking down.
sigh.

WHY?
wat happen?
not even one set one.
the score was all so near.
23-25 was the 2nd set.
whereby i almost breakdown half way.
heartpain.
everyone is not on form on the most impt match.
sigh.

Wat a day.
jus end it.
Tears flowing through my eyes.
:(


Only a weakling will choose to run away.
Is true of wat Riccia had say NOT AS IF YOU HAVE NV LOSE BEFORE.
But the problem is
i am really tired of losing.
Understand?
when can i ever win for a competition even if we had tried out best?
Is not easy.

I am so fucking disappointed in my performance.
Why cant i jus learnt from my mistake?
Consecutive 2 balls making fault at the same point.
and + the the new referee.
tat indian guy !


I am having bad luck for the entire day.
Starting in the morning.
I woke up very early at 5 plus.
cos i need to be early in sch for project.
need to reach by 8.
BUt i reach at 9 !
Why?
i waited for 74 for a total of 45 mins.
I am not able to catch the first bus.
Cos it was super full.
Even though i am the first to reach the bus stop.
BUt i did not manage to board the bus.

In the train my i pod flat at boon keng.
During the first lesson one of my phone flat.
The other left 2 bar.
Then Presentation starts.
First group to present.
It was a total mess.
We did badly.
Not wat teacher wans.
We did not score well.

PLus JOyce showing attitude.
Her group did not do anything.
Then she is complianing.
And slam JErome Laptop.
And shouted.
Wat a Bitch.
Get Lost !

Then i was the first name to announce to have been absent for the most time.
And from tat moment i know tat i mus be in sch early for his lesson.

Fucking face of no.4.

i Wanna sleep!