hell.
wats the problem now?
everything my fault?
is not wat i wanted.
perhaps we really started off too fast.
there's jus sth tat i feel we cant be close.
a gap there.
i jus dun hav the feeling of meeting u.
i don't know why.
dun ask.
i priority friends first.
cos maybe u are still not worth my first priority.
i can push away all my frien and meet u everyday.
but i wont.
nvm.
i jus jus fucking lost.
and jus fucking duno wat to do.
jus let me have a long break.
and to figure out wat i really want.
fucked up.
