hadn't been feeling quite right recently.
headache for 3 days.
this sucks.
or maybe i derserve it.
for being such a cruel person.
mine retribution.
sigh.
Don't know what the hell had gotten into me.
goshh goshh.
What do i really want?
I am always regretting at the end.
guess i am turning crazy anytime.
i need a break.
leave me alone.
i know i have hurt u deeply.
& seriously i don't meant it.
thats not what i wanted.
perhaps i am still young.
thats why i don't know what i really want.
i hate myself for this.
i am not worthy.
i am demanding.
i am selfish.
i guess everything need 2 hands to clap.
i am sorry.
forgive me.
=(
I have become tanner!
but only on my hands.
not my body.
went beach ref on sat and sun.
got burned on my lips.
poor mouth.
got burned on my nose area.
poor face.
& even got burned on my scalp.
poor head.
=(
I wanna get a nice tanned.
I wanna lose 5kg.
slowly & patiently.
& i can do it!
Have been skipping training again.
& have pool & majong session.
pool skill deproved tremendously.
& i wanna more majong session.
Love it!
thanks adorable babe. love ya. <3
cheer up too!
i am always here if u need someone. =)
cheer up mine dear Maria Tan. <3
if u need someone to talk to.
i am here for u too.
<3
i am sick, so sick.
i am stress, so stress.
escaping from the reality.
