once again i sigh. hais.
wheres the gleam of light tat i need? everything seems missing all of a sudden. Jus like living all in the dark. Wheres mine happiness? Its gone. :(
Once again everything is crashed inside myheart and my brain seems like it may burst anytime. My heart sank. Really really down. Heartbroken. Why? i really have no idea. Wat has really gone wrong? Perhpas something is wrong with me.
My mood have been really really down recently. think i have become quieter. And watever i am doing now my soul is not there. It is always some where else. Especially when i am in sch studying. I dont seems to be able to concentrate even though i wish i really could. i tried. i really feel like giving up sometimes but i know i cant. Studies is impt. So i have to force myself. HOW stressful can tat be. Studying the things tat u really dun understand whereby u hav no interest. Is so bored. i cant stand teacher conducting lesson. i will sleep. It makes me yawn.
Why have i become so attitude recently? hais. i also duno. Nuts. I am attitude to everyone. Dun even feel like talking on phone everyday. Sorry to Kritine anyway.
