hmms its has been a long long long time since i really update. alot of things i wanna update but no time. now dun seems to remember le. short term memory. :(
wellss.. the only thing tat i can recall really really clearly is on tues.
i wake up super early at 5 plus to go sch. oh ya the day b4 chat with kristine on phone for a while b4 i sleep. b4 she chat with me she chat with lenice and riccia also. and without me. sadded. but its okie.
10 dismiss and i went down hougang sports hall early. cos i know riccia lenice and kristine are there. so i choose to went there early instead of doing my work in sch. But my referee is after riccia's. And she ask me why i go there so early. And my heart was like obviously?? duhh !! go there not find u all then?? Eat shit meh?? dots..
Well.. But after her match, they left. Without waiting for me. Leaving me alone waiting for 2 hour b4 my match start. how sad. They left to play vball. And p.s me. How bad can they be man. Really really disappointed and sad actually but i did not say out. :'( Always waited for riccia and she pang seh me. Well. wat can i say. Forget it ! i shall not be so dumb anymore next time.
I realised tat i and riccia also not tat close as b4? perhaps she is closer to lenice now bah. :( we two were like so cold to each other recently nth much to talk also. hais. but i dun wan bother le. jus let it be. :'( dun really like her yaya attitude.
Hmms ka zhua and me will also be drifting apart. nowadays really wats on mine mind. i also dun really feel chatting on phone. no mood. i'm sorry.
i am tired to blog on. fuck it !
