What a fucked up life i have now.
i am so fucking stressed up by everything.
jus wish to take a break.
jus put sth rubbery on my teeth and is so painful!
cant even chew any meat.
can eat bread until mine tears drop.
maybe some ppl dun understand.
but i am not acting!
in sch..
so many many things happen in sch.
i am so stressed up.
mugging hard in my studies.
but wat do i get?
disappointment again and again is wat i get.
but still i wont give up.
i am determined to do well.
And i know i can!
as for HIM?
jus broke up yesterday? 280506.
is i suggested.
but i was really heartbroken.
saying it is easy.
But doing it is hell hurting!
it took me really lots of courage to type tat msg out to send it out.
Jus cos of your reply.
It really disappoint me and i was so sad.
like a knife piercing through.
but i know i still love you.
Tears have been flowing.
I guess is not so easy to forget.
Patching?
this word i think is nv found in my dictionary.
U have hurt me once by the straightforward msg u have sent.
i dun wish to be bitten and twice shy.
i am afraid.
i wish to look back.
But some thing jus tell me to move on.
There is one person i will be hurting in the end.
Is either YOU or HIM?
Things that are happening is seriously driving me MAD!
i am afraid i cant take it any longer.
Can everybody jus stop the stressed!
give me some peace please.
life sucks horribly to me now.
i'm incapable, i'm useless, i'm depressed.
vball?
another fucked up thing.
i was changed to play in the middle?
after training so hard in zu gong?
so i have been wasting my effort all the while.
go eat shit and die man coach!
is so bloody freaking sad.
When a player can perform at zu gong but was changed to middle whereby she dun even have any experience and watsoever.
3f's
Forgive. Forget. Fucked-off.
Thanks kristine for the clam chowder today.
ate 2 big bowl.
Was full.
Xiexieni.
And mind u please do not do anything Tat i dun wish to hear or listen.
U should know wat i mean.
And i mean it!
Be good.
May everyone ard me be fine and happy.
