perhaps i am just a lousy frien?
or maybe i am just useless?
hais.
i dunno.
there are lots of why.
but i simply unable to answer.
why?
seriously everything have not been good recently.
including the ppl around me also not having much good days.
haven really down in luck.
nothing good had happen.
Now we out of U19.
lost the match tat we vs phs.
wat a shame i shall say!
i was car sick tat day.
that stupid taxi was so hot!
sway again.
when can we ever get a results from volleyball?
WHEN?
or NEVER EVER?
sighh..
that is something that I had put so much time on but there is no Fruits.
hais.
But still i had never give up.
Today my exam.
was a total buang case!
hais.
i am so disappointed.
Very VEry.
is was so easy.
And yet?
i can teach anybody with any question they ask.
but exam time?
my head was blank.
wat happen?
maybe is my headache causing it.
jus so unlucky.
I had tried my best.
Really did go and study.
And never ever had i study so hard for a subject before.
But everytime nothing good happen.
Sometimes i jus think that i am nt fated to study.
Feel like giving up.
But i know i cant.
So i will never give up!
Thats my spirit!
Determination.
[Kristine: I am sorry for everything and cause you to be so disappointed each and everytime cos of me. Thousands of sorry's that i have to say. But i know it's all useless. To me and to you i know Action Speaks Louder Then Words. The thought of it but Things is not done is still Meaningless. If time able to turn back i am sure things wont be the same. There are really alot of why that i really dunno how to answer. Jus Why? sigh.. Hope that you are feeling better.
I'm sorry.]
Dont be so stress-up even though i know its hard.
Put more time on studies even though is hard.
Jus try your best
And hope things will turn out well.
Take care of your health too!
Bless*
